Tired, but Restless
(nearly falling asleep on the keyboard)
Today has seemed like a really long day...kind of like a real-life day for Jack Bauer on "24" (kiefer sutherland, u kno!) I'm tired, but things inside myself are keeping me awake (and no, it's not gas or lack of bladder control).
I started off the day with some classes in Architecture and World Lit, and I had lunch in there along the way. I also purchased some more books and began mapping out my schedule for the next few weeks. I'm waiting to see how German 102 will treat me to decide if I want to change to a milder German 104 for this semester. I'm thinkin that might be a good call.
This evening at 8:30 I got to coach the NewSpring 2 13 and Under boys basketball team to an impressive 31-31 TIE! It was incredibly intense, but the boys played well and they are improving with each game that they play. (Pray for all of them to make it to practice this weekend...this is KEY!)
SO, today was not a bad day except for the fact that I seriously wrestled with some sin. It beat me up a little that this sin would still have such an impact on me, but I managed to kill it off ! It has made me more thankful that Jesus has already forgiven my sins and it showed me that I continually have to work at living my life as God designed it to be.
I am currently trying what to do about my dating relationship. I am not looking to date, but "live life to the fullest" in my single-ness for God (which I think I've done well). But there's always that hope, that part of me that's still holding out, that part that wants to wait til kingdom come, that part that wants to just go for the relationship again because it will be better than ever before and God has blessed it. It is this struggle that has kept me up these past two nights because of what God has revealed to me through my life. I don't know what's next: happiness, disappointment, both? I am waiting to discover how God has been moving in our lives.
In other news, I think I am spent for tonight and I am going to hit the sack for now. Until next time...
Today has seemed like a really long day...kind of like a real-life day for Jack Bauer on "24" (kiefer sutherland, u kno!) I'm tired, but things inside myself are keeping me awake (and no, it's not gas or lack of bladder control).
I started off the day with some classes in Architecture and World Lit, and I had lunch in there along the way. I also purchased some more books and began mapping out my schedule for the next few weeks. I'm waiting to see how German 102 will treat me to decide if I want to change to a milder German 104 for this semester. I'm thinkin that might be a good call.
This evening at 8:30 I got to coach the NewSpring 2 13 and Under boys basketball team to an impressive 31-31 TIE! It was incredibly intense, but the boys played well and they are improving with each game that they play. (Pray for all of them to make it to practice this weekend...this is KEY!)
SO, today was not a bad day except for the fact that I seriously wrestled with some sin. It beat me up a little that this sin would still have such an impact on me, but I managed to kill it off ! It has made me more thankful that Jesus has already forgiven my sins and it showed me that I continually have to work at living my life as God designed it to be.
I am currently trying what to do about my dating relationship. I am not looking to date, but "live life to the fullest" in my single-ness for God (which I think I've done well). But there's always that hope, that part of me that's still holding out, that part that wants to wait til kingdom come, that part that wants to just go for the relationship again because it will be better than ever before and God has blessed it. It is this struggle that has kept me up these past two nights because of what God has revealed to me through my life. I don't know what's next: happiness, disappointment, both? I am waiting to discover how God has been moving in our lives.
In other news, I think I am spent for tonight and I am going to hit the sack for now. Until next time...
posted by Ryan Sutherland at 16.1.07
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